I’m insecure and possessive and jealous and sometimes I can get a little paranoid, but my baby loves me. I know he does. And I know I have nothing to worry about. Looking at everything he puts up with from me, and everything he does for me… there’s no question. I love him so much, and I miss him all the time, even when he’s in the other room. I know I’m not as affectionate as I should be, and I know that some of my outlooks on relationships and romance leaves a lot to be desired, but, if I knew how, I’d change all of that for him. I feel like that’s saying something considering how set in my ways I am, and how much I don’t mind being set in my ways.
This was random, but sometimes I sit around and think in circles about how much I love him, and how lucky I am to have him, to be the only one that has him, and I figured it was probably time to write it down. Or, blog about it, I guess.
Oh Matthew Shawn. You’re too fucking good to me.